What Have Happened?

😡😡😡😡What have happened first was that I was slacking on one of my chores which is taking my clothes downstairs like I normally do. What happened second of all which was leaving all my food gonna waste. However, I was crying on my pillow about those two things. Hopefully, things might get better anytime soon. Moreover, Debra (my caregiver/friend/adopted mother) told me that first and foremost that I'm her client, but then, I'm her friend. Recently, I seriously getting a hunch where I can't take it anymore, but like I said--things might get better anytime soon.